Song of The Rain (chapter 3)

Song of The Rain

by LadyPearl a.k.a minnie-max

Pairing : Changkyu (GS)

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Kyuhyun walk at the corridor with his thick books around her arms. She look around then she took out her phone to saw if she has any message or not.

Then someone tap her shoulder, she turn around and roll her eyes when she saw him.

“Yah I didn’t see in the class after break time”

“I was busy” Kyuhyun answer shortly and continue walking

“Hey Cho Kyuhyun why you keep avoiding me?”

“It’s just your imagination Choi Siwon”

Siwon smile and walk beside her “Really? Then you must be like me right?”

Kyuhyun sigh and continue walking, Siwon look at her then he smile. Since the first day they met until now, he never get a change to get closer at her. He didn’t know why but everytime he try to get closer at her, she will move away.

“Kyu…”

“Hmmm”

“Wanna go on date with me?” Siwon ask

Kyuhyun stop his steps and look at him, she sigh “Choi Siwon listen to me carefully”

Siwon nodd

“Like I said to you before I don’t want to have a date with you because…”

“Because you’re busy with your study” Siwon cut her off and look at her sharply “That’s all your reason to reject me? Oh come on Cho Kyuhyun, are you serious?”

“I mean you’re already 22 and don’t you think that it’s your time to have a date to get any lover and have fun” Siwon frown “I don’t know what’s in your mind. But every girl in this campus will be agree if I ask them out. They even willingly to give me everything” he said it in low tone because right now they are in the corridor that everyone still walk around them.

Kyuhyun smirk “Hey Mr.Choi do you think everything that you want will be fullfil right in front of your eyes?”

Siwon still look at her sharply

“Maybe you can have every girl in this campus and get everything that you want. But remember one thing” she take a step closer at him and whisper “I wouldn’t become yours” then she smirk

“Kyuhyun ah!”

Kyuhyun turn around and see Changmin wave at him with no victoria song beside him. She smile and wave at him then she run left Siwon.

“Hey Doctor Cho I think I’ve heart problem” Changmin said and touch his chest pretending to be hurt

Kyuhyun smile “what happen?”

“Because today I saw beautiful woman in front me that makes my heart beat so fats” he smile and wrap his arms around her “Come on Doctor Cho we must go home”

Kyuhyun just smile and walk with him, forgetting about her conversation with Choi Siwon. She felt happy suddenly when she meet Changmin.

“Where is your girlfriend?” Kyuhyun ask when she arrived at Changmin car

“She is out with her friends, don’t talk about her!” then they enetr the car. Kyuhyun frown and wipe her sweat from her head “Wae?”

“What?” Changmin ask her back

“It seem like you’re upset with your girlfriend”

“Aishhh thinking about her make me sick, we will talk about it later” Changmin smile “Ohh your uncle said that you live in your apartment now near this”

“Yeah I live alone” Kyuhyun said softly and look at him

“Wahhh can I stay at your apartment?”

“WHAT?” Kyuhyun wide her eyes

Changmin laugh and ruffle her hair “Aishhh just kidding”

“My uncle will kill me if he know that I live with beautiful woman like you”

“Yah you keep teasing me” Kyuhyun pinch his arms

“Hey it’s the truth”

Kyuhyun pout and look outside the window “Don’t forget to turn left!”

“Arra”

When they arrived at the apartment building, they went out together and talking about random stuff. Kyuhyun keep looking at Changmin, she admired him so much. At the time passed Changmin is still handsome. He is more mature now with his new hairstyle and his outfit makes him more handsome.

She must admit it that she still love him.

They enter the apartment and Changmin run at the kitchen, Kyuhyun just shake her head “Aishh he never change”

“Kyu I eat your snack” Changmin said from the kitchen

“Okay, I will change first” and Kyuhyun went to her room

Changmin take all the snacks and soda from the freeze and went to the living room. He look around and smile “Aigooo she has nice apartment” and he lay on the carpet then turn on the TV.

Kyuhyun come out from her room with only tank top and hot pants, Changmin turn to look at her then he turn around to watch TV.

“Kyu change your clothes please!”

Kyuhyun frown and pout “Why?”

“You look so sexy” he want to say it but he held it and continue watching TV

“You’re so weird Changminnie” she said and lay beside him “Ohh what about your girlfriend? You said you will talk to me about it”

“Oh her…” Changmin look at her and watch TV again “She is so mean to me” he pout and sulking

“Why?” Kyuhyun want to laugh seeing his action

“I’m here in Korea and also I’m in the same university as her just want to get closer with her. But she left me with her annoying friends saying that she want to go shopping in the mall”

“Hey Kyu where is your university?”

“Me? I’ in Kyunghee University”

Kyuhyun smile little, hide her sadness. She hope that Changmin in Korea to met her but he want to get closer at his girlfriend. How stupid you are Cho Kyuhyun.

“Then why you don’t follow her?”

“Aigooo I don’t really like shopping with her, it makes my legs numb”

Kyuhyun pinch his arms “Aishhh you go shopping with me when we still in high school”

“It’s because you’re different Kyu…”

Kyuhyun frown “Me? Different?”

“Yeah….”Changmin look at her and smile

Kyuhyun just bit her lips and look at him deeply “What’s make me different?” she whisper and began to move closer at him

Changmin felt like hypnotized looking at Kyuhyun eyes “You’re….” he move closer at Kyuhyun too and when their nose touch. He suddenly move away and drink his soda.

Kyuhyun frown and bit her lips, she didn’t know why but somehow she felt disappointed.

While Changmin he try to control his heart beat “Oh God!” he thought

Song of The Rain (chapter 2)

Song of The Rain

by LadyPearl a.k.a minnie-max

Pairing : Changkyu (GS)

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Kyuhyun run with full speed because right now she will be presentation about her project. She bring her thick book and his bag that full with her paper work.

Then when she almost arrived at her class someone held her hand. She stop and looked at the person “Changmin!” she wide her eyes

Changmin smile widely “Kyunnie” he hugged Kyuhyun tightly and it makes Kyuhyun more surprised.

“Are you surprise?” Changmin smile

And Kyuhyun only nodd

“Aigooo neomu kyeopta” Changmin ruffle her hair “Since when you become feminim like this huh?”

Kyuhyun just blink her eyes then she look at her class that almost closed “OMO!!! Min we will talk again later okay” then she went inside her class

Changmin just smile and nodd. He sigh and walk away.

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Kyuhyun speaking in front of her class about her project but actually she didn’t focus at all because he just saw Changmin after few years she didn’t see him.

“Any question so far?” Kyuhyun ask

And when she saw all the audience understand with his project, she went to her seat and took out her phone.

She bit her lips when she looked at the wallpaper. It was her and Changmin photo that they took when they were in High School.

“Hey Kyunie”

Kyuhyun turn to look at someone that sit next to her “Wae?”

“Hey do you want to have a lunch with me?”

“Mian…” she was busy with her psp

“Hey Kyu look at me please!”

Kyuhyun look at him then continue playing her games “What?”

“Every woman in this campus already waiting me to have a lunch with them. But only you that always reject me, what’s wrong with you?”

“….”

“Are you sure you still like boys?”

“….”

“Yah Cho Kyuhyun!” Siwon yelled

“Choi Siwon get out from my class!”

Siwon wide his eyes “Aisssshh” he must get out from his class.

Kyuhyun just smile like evil, she know that her classmate a.k.a Choi Siwon always try to get closer at her. But she always reject everything that he offered. It was not because she hate him or what, it just she felt like she was cheating with someone else when Changmin wasn’t around. Even thought Changmin wasn’t her boyfriend and never become hers.

She walk out from her class and went to the canteen to met Changmin. She stop her steps When she saw Changmin sit on the canteen with a girl. She frown then Changmin saw her and wave at her “Kyunnie ppali”

Kyuhyun gulp her saliva and walk closer at them.

“Jja Kyunnie, let me intorduce you to my girlfriend Victoria Song. And Vic she is my bestfriend Cho Kyuhyun” Changmin smile

Kyuhyun bit her lips “It’s hurt Changmin ah…” she thought

“Anyyeong Kyuhyun sshi”

“Annyeong Victoria sshi”

And Kyuhyun only sit and eat her foods. Actually she want to went away from that place when she knew who is that girl. She is Changmin’s girfriend.

What about her?

What about her feeling?

What about her confession and her unrequited love?

Kyuhyun knew that she will always become his bestfriend and will not become his lover. She smile sadly and continue eat her foods and act like nothing happen.

“Kyuhyun sshi what major are you?”

“I will become doctor” Kyuhyun smile and drink his banana milk.

“Woww so cool”

“Kyunnie is really cool Vic. When we were sstill in high school she become the winner in Biology”

“Jeongmal?”

“Yupss it’s because I am smart” Kyuhyun laugh and eat her food

It makes Changmin and Victoria laugh

“Do you have boyfriend?” Victoria suddenly ask and it makes Changmin and Kyuhyun cough

“Kyunnie didn’t have any boyfriend” Changmin answer

“Aishhh I didn’t ask you chagie”

Kyuhyun drink his banana milk “I….” she look at Changmin then she look at Victoria “I’m still single”

“See I told you Kyunnie didn’t have boyfriend because she is…” Changmin stop his sentence

Victoria look at him “Because….?” she frown

Kyuhyun also look at him but still with drinking his banana milk. Suddenly Changmin laugh “Nothing….”

And it makes Victoria rolled her eyes seeing his antic attitude.

Song of The Rain (chapter 1)

Song of The Rain

by LadyPearl a.k.a minnie-max

Pairing : Changkyu (GS)

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Chapter 1

“I love you….”

It was simple words from woman to man. but the man in front of her just stood still with mouth hang open.

Changmin couldn’t believe his ears, his bestfriend Cho Kyuhyun confessed her love at him. and what should he do? Or it was just her games like she always did.

She saw Changmin just keep silent and it makes her nervous “Changmin say something please!”

“Kyu…I…I..”

Kyuhyun took a deep breath and walk closer at Changmin, she tiptoes and kiss his lips softly.

Changmin blink his eyes, it was not a first time Kyuhyun kissed him. But after hear Kyuhyun confession it makes him feel nervous too.

“You don’t need to accept me, I just want to say it because it’s what I feel toward you” She smile and lower her head “I…I know you won’t feel the same way as me but…..” she looked at Changmin “Can we still be friend after this?”

Changmin stroked her hair “Sure…” he smile and hugged her “You’re my bestfriend” he kissed her hair “And always be my bestfriend”

He knew that even she didn’t ask him to accept her love, he knew that she was sad. Everyone wants to be loved right.

Changmin POV

I’m really sorry Kyu, I couldn’t accept your love. But you’re really my bestfriend so I don’t want to ruin our friendship. We are friends since in the high school and You’re pretty enough to have someone that better than me.

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3 years later

Kyuhyun read her book and writing something on his memo. She felt so tired but her project must be done tomorrow.

she ruffle her hair when she knew something wrong with her answer “Aishhh why it’s so difficult?” she mumble to no one

Ring ring ring

suddenly her phone ringing

she pout and answer her phone “Yeboseo” she answer with her super lazy voice

“Kyu…”

Kyuhyun wide her eyes and gulp her saliva, she knew who it was. she never forget about this voice after a long time.

“Changmin….” she said softly

“Nde, Glad you still remember me”

She can hear Changmin laugh and it makes her heart beat so fast.

“Why you call me?”

“Am I disturb you?”

“Ahh Ani, it just…” Kyuhyun didn’t know what to say “It’s been a long time I didn’t hear your voice” she said and closed her book. Forgetting about her project that must be done tomorrow.

“Yeah, I miss you”

Kyuhyun bit her lips and look around “Ohhh you miss me? Aigooo since when you suddenly miss me?” she laugh little trying to cover her nervousness.

Changmin laugh “Hey I’m always missed you since I’m here”

“Really?”

“Yess”

“Hey what about USA? do you find any sexy girl in there?”

“Aigoo they are too noisy”

“Why? you still love sexy girl right?”

“Of course, But I prefer Asian girl more” Changmin laugh and it makes Kyuhyun laugh too.

“Hey Kyu where is your university?”

“Me? I’ in Kyunghee University”

“What major you choose?”

“I choose doctor”

Then Kyuhyun didn’t hear any answer from Changmin. She frown and look at her phone “Min Are you still there?”

“I’m so sleepy Kyu…”

“You should sleep and turn off your phone” Kyuhyun said softly, actually she want Changmin to stay

“Goodnight Kyunnie and see you tomorrow”

“Goodnight…” she look at her phone and sigh. She suddenly felt lonely and sad

Well if she could blame someone now. She wanted to blame him, Shim Changmin.

“Changmin ah what did you do to me?” she asked to no one and touch her heart “Why it’s hurt so much?”

Song of The Rain

Song of The Rain

by LadyPearl a.k.a minnie-max

Pairing : Changkyu (GS)

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“I love you….”

It was simple words from woman to man. but the man in front of her just stood still with mouth hang open.

Changmin couldn’t believe his ears, his bestfriend Cho Kyuhyun confessed her love at him. and what should he do? Or it was just her games like she always did.

She saw Changmin just keep silent and it makes her nervous “Changmin say something please!”

“Kyu…I…I..”

Kyuhyun took a deep breath and walk closer at Changmin, she tiptoes and kiss his lips softly.

Changmin blink his eyes, it was not a first time Kyuhyun kissed him. But after hear Kyuhyun confession it makes him feel nervous too.

“You don’t need to accept me, I just want to say it because it’s what I feel toward you” She smile and lower her head “I…I know you won’t feel the same way as me but…..” she looked at Changmin “Can we still be friend after this?”

Changmin stroked her hair “Sure…” he smile and hugged her “You’re my bestfriend” he kissed her hair “And always be my bestfriend”

He knew that even she didn’t ask him to accept her love, he knew that she was sad. Everyone wants to be loved right.

Sesuatu yang disebut “Bersyukur”

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Bersyukur itu adalah satu hal yang kadang terlupakan dalam hidup. Kita kadang lupa bagaimana caranya mengucap syukur atas apa yang Tuhan berikan pada kita.

Saya juga begitu, terkadang saya lupa mengingat apa yang sudah Tuhan berikan ke saya. Saya masih bisa hidup, saya masih bisa bernafas dan saya masih dapat melihat kedua orang tua saya. Saya kadang lupa mengucapkan kata syukur ketika saya sudah dapat apa yang saya mau.

Padahal saya sudah sering meminta banyak hal pada tuhan, tapi saya lupa mengucapkan terima kasih kepada-Nya.

Saya punya masa-masa sulit dalam menemukan apa arti hidup. Saya terbiasa berada di zona nyaman saya dan saat zona nyaman itu tercabut, saya merasa tidak berarti. Saya terbiasa dengan motto “Ini hidup saya, kamu tidak boleh ikut campur” padahal kita ini mahluk sosial kan yang melibatkan banyak orang.

Terkadang saya berpikir untuk apa saya hidup

Lalu di suatu waktu saya menjawab pertanyaan saya sendiri, mungkin saya hidup untuk membuat orang lain bahagia. Tapi itu artinya saya nggak bahagia dong?

lalu saya menjawab pertanyaan saya sendiri, ohh mungkin saya hidup supaya saya menjadi manusia yang berguna. Orang tua saya selalu mengutamakan pendidikan saya. Untuk urusan diluar itu mereka akan melarang keras. Saya terbiasa melakukan akltivitas secara individu seperti belajar sendiri atau pun bermain sendiri. Saya terlalu terbiasa untuk menikmati kesenangan say sendiri tanpa berbagi kepada orang lain. Dan saat saya dihadapkan pada dunia sosial, saya merasa bingung dan sengaja mengasingkan diri. Saya merasa lingkungan tidak dapat menerima saya.

Saya tau lingkungan tidak akan menerima saya kalo saya sendiri tidak mencoba untuk berbaur dengan orang disekitar saya. Saya introvert akut yang kadang suka salah paham sendiri dengan apa yang saya pikirkan.

ImageOrang bisa mengatakan saya gila

Tapi entahlah saya tidak peduli, apa saya punya penyakit gangguan jiwa? saya sendiri pun tak tau. Tapi itu mungkin salah satu karakter saya yang terkuat. Saya tidak bisa dan belum terbiasa berbaur dengan orang lain.

Saya sempat benci  dengan nama saya, saya benci dengan keadaan saya dan saya benci jika orang hanya melihat sebelah mata terhadap diri saya.

Tapi dengan berjalannya waktu, saya mulai melupakan apa yang saya benci. Saya mulai menyukai nama saya sendiri, saya suka dengan segala keadaan saya dan saya akan menutup mata pada orang yang membenci saya.

Saya bersyukur masih punya kedua orang tua yang lengkap, dan saya percaya mereka menyayangi saya sepenuh hati. Tidak peduli dengan apapun keadaan saya 🙂

Setiap ada orang yang benci pada saya, saya akan berbisik pada diri saya sendiri “Saya Cantik, dan kamu tidak punya hak apapun untuk menghina saya” dan itu seperti sebuah mantra bagi saya 😀

Saya gak akan gampang sakit hati kalo saya bilang gitu

Dan saya bersyukur “Ya Allah ternyata Engkau masih memberiku kelapangan hati”

 

Saya percaya Tuhan tidak akan meningggalkan umatnya dalam keadaan apapun

 

Yang dibilang “Transformasi”

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Saya tidak tau kenapa tiba-tiba punya keinginan buat bikin satu blog yang berisi tentang hobi-hobi gila saya :D, ini bukan blog pertama saya mungkin udah ratusan blog yang udah saya punya. Tapi selalu berakhir ‘tragis’ alias gak pernah kebukak lagi. Atau yang lebih parah lagi lupa sama domain blog saya sendiri.

Bisa dibayang in dong gimana rasanya kehilangan suatu domain blog. Walaupun isinya banyak yang gak penting 😀 tapi tetep aja saya sayang sama blog saya 😀

so saya berharap this is the last blog that I have 🙂